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A Pick Me Up

The night that I was swallowed by my greed
I reached blindly out to you
You turned your back and walked away
I felt the coldness more so that night than ever before

I thought I would never dig myself out of that situation

My heart bled that night
I was your disappointment
You tore a hole in me
I was a bane to your existence
I was stopping you
When I asked you to stay

I was nothing more than a wish
A failed status

I turned inward
Hatred ruled me
The monster came out
I wanted to blame the world
Blame everyone else around me

My body fell against the tile
My eyes gazed over
My heart bleeding on the cold floor

I pulled myself together
I swore I would succeed
I changed that night
Put my heart back
Ripped the band aid off

I chose to rise from nothing
Not let your words destroy me

We have no help
We have no one to run to
If we fail we only have each other

Can’t blame a world that’s there to teach hard lessons
Can’t blame you for being who you are

Author:

"My personality is basically a mix between a needy 5 year old, a rebellious teenager making bad life choices and a 80 year old woman whose tired and needs a nap." - Luna @bpdNymph I love so hard because I know how it feels to be loved so little Labels : : Gamer, Yarn Artist, DM, Hopeful Romantic

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