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Breaking Closure

This is my goodbye to you

I could start with all the things you never did
All the ways you made me feel
But telling a narcissists any of that is just wasting my breath

Instead I’ll say good bye

I’ll climb higher than you thought I could go
There were sweet moments
But I was always never good enough for you
You left me just not like the way you found me
Or maybe I left you
It’ll never be clear

But this is my closure to you
Because I don’t want to be left with the possibility of going back to you
I don’t want to love you anymore
i don’t want your hold to reach me anymore

I can’t be all that you wanted
You kept telling me to grow up
I finally did, but I outgrew your ass
I charged through and found my way
I couldn’t do this anymore
I couldn’t be what you wanted and I didn’t want to anymore

Everything I’m teaching her is a lesson to myself

Different is beautiful
Strength is sometimes showing your weakness
Saying good bye is my second chance at life
Its not running away if it means that I need to live

I want to live without you

Author:

"My personality is basically a mix between a needy 5 year old, a rebellious teenager making bad life choices and a 80 year old woman whose tired and needs a nap." - Luna @bpdNymph I love so hard because I know how it feels to be loved so little Labels : : Gamer, Yarn Artist, DM, Hopeful Romantic

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