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Never Getting It Back Again

She’s making a plan
Getting it together

This isn’t happening anymore
She’s taken off her wedding ring

This isn’t going to be redone over and over again
She’s throwing in the towel

The lies, the oaths broken
She can’t love a man like that
She can’t live like this anymore

This isn’t a marriage
This is hell

The abuse coming from both sides
She’d rather be alone than deal with this life

Her freedom is coming soon
She’s planning her escape
Rather live in a marriage of trying to escape than staying with it

This is the final straw
When he sees it as not a big deal
A small sample of what he shared with her
Can be put into a box of denial
She can’t take it anymore

This is hell
Her heart can’t take any more breaking
Now she’s got to protect  herself
Because he’s done enough hurt to last her a thousand years
And she’s done enough abuse to not recognize her own face in the mirror anymore

This ends today

Author:

"My personality is basically a mix between a needy 5 year old, a rebellious teenager making bad life choices and a 80 year old woman whose tired and needs a nap." - Luna @bpdNymph I love so hard because I know how it feels to be loved so little Labels : : Gamer, Yarn Artist, DM, Hopeful Romantic

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